June

so.. it's June now?

can time pass any faster?!

when time passes fast, it means exams are nearing and can i highlight that i am not ready!? oh gosh. oh dear.

now i am panicking as usual and i don't know what else to do besides panicking. it's too scary and my heart is that weak to accept the fact that exams are nearing.

i'm only at page 17 when there's another 43+ pages to tackle. or more.

& it's the time where all assignments are to be handed in, and class tests coming one after another...not forgetting finals in July.

i should start counting down till the finals now..

i don't think there's a brighter side in this month. i suddenly feel unwanted wtf. so i guess i don't think there's any surprises this year, or any celebrations so.. i shall let it be because i won't be feeling any happier as exams and etc are around the corner. let alone next year's 21st birthday. before i could celebrate my birthday, i'll be leaving, if all goes well.

why is my life this risky?!

mini oreo & vote!

something to share..

mini oreo <3

i have no idea why i decided to pose with this but yeah.

it is as good as the normal oreo & what's different from the normal oreo is..

the size!

it's bite sized super cute zomg. you can swallow all in :p

not really but it's really fun nom'ing bite sized food in my opinion. like when you're bored, watching tv, surfing the net, lurking around youtube, etc. oh & also studying!

eating this won't make you feel 'bloated' with all of it because of the packaging which is like a tupperware full of mini bite sized oreo's ;p you can eat it whenever you feel like it and close it back. not like the normal oreo which will bring you back to no return after opening it.

& also, another find (yes i love his dude)



his voice is damn good so what can i do? T_T

TheSingaporenRapper & Electricladyland8 damn good! serious! listen first then comment ;p also, vote for them because they're participating in some Youtube star contest :)

How to vote?
Like the page: https://www.facebook.com/bash/app_274222529330117
Like the video when you browse through the gallery! (Nice Guys - Acoustic/Rap Cover (Sam Driscoll x Tzire)

I love it eh! what about you? :p

random

i was about to post something but decided not to. yes i know it's my blog, but :/

i'm just too traumatized.

however on a lighter note, i got things to keep in mind for tomorrow!

1. watch The Avengers with le boyfriend
2. go for lunch with his mum
3. go to Pavilion to buy medications for daddy
4. go to Low Yat to buy a new adapter for my laptop. my original one is dead omg, damn heart broken
5. try to do assignment on Health Promotion

so fast i'm in sem 4 already. ah, another 4 sems to go down with.

i am damn scared can!?

what if the history repeats itself? i don't want eh. i know, if i don't want i should start studying now but ahh. there's so many distractions! :'/

anyhow, imma try! :) i know i can do it! <3

i think i am gonna write more of "self loving education" which involves confidence, & life experiences. so bear with me. or maybe not..

revamp

hello lovelies!

just to let you know that my blog is still under construction & it should be okay soon!

under construction = edits, etc.

do stay tuned for more! :)

& i hope i will stay on the blogosphere for good now.

children magnet

*heavy narcissistic picture post ahead*

Quote of the day: Life can be as beautiful as a flower if you want to, but  you can wither as you go along just because you refuse to shine.

What's up everyone?

I've been busy for the past weekend, and here's what I want to share today :)

I spent the weekends with 1 little girl whom I totally adore. Not my cousin, but my god-niece, Qing.

Who cares right? but here's the thing, this girl is having leukemia. So what else can I do besides playing like a little child with her and make her happy?

When she was 1, she disliked me. When she was 2, she still disliked me. Now when she's 3, FINALLY! She's okay with me.

She has severe mood swings because of the therapy she undergoes. What's none other than the one and only chemotherapy! She's only 3 by the way.

After so long, I've finally got closer to her, and got her cling on me. A big achievement, and of course I was happy because if she doesn't like me, no way I can play with her.

She was even okay with camwhoring! So it's a must to share how adorable she can be.

& please excuse my horrible dressing, etc.

kiss.

hug!

All I can hope now for her is to cure faster, and hope that her platelet count will go higher & be optimal for life :)

She's very very obedient for a child, and she's very shy too.

Telling her once that she cannot eat too much is more than enough. She'll listen to you. & when you ask her if she wants more, she'll shake her head indicating no. My my, when I was 3 I think I got rebellious if someone says no =/

& guess what, all her clothing is pink. Just pink.

Playing with children just got me right into my head that maybe pharmacy is not what I should have done, maybe I should have studied ECE :D

Wokay, I better stop crapping ;p

Anyway the main purpose of this post is, nothing but to share the joy of me being able to make a 3 yo happy when she used to dislike me sooooooooo much!

Life's short.

I miss you Qing.

Supermodel

i am sure every girl has this part where they feel like they are the ugliest on earth, etc, and overweight, ugly/fat, etc. after watching Chriselle Lim's video on body, i still don't dare to love my body.

however, her video is very inspiring ;)

definitely not easy to do try to make your body look like the perfect hourglass shape, but well, everyone has their own taste of hourglass.

my taste of hourglass in women is thin, but fleshy at the same time. something like Chriselle, but a little more fleshy. 

also i've discovered that being too skinny is kinda ugly. i thought my grandma was talking crap when she said that women should have at least a little tummy or else they will look weird. there's once i saw this girl who has totally FLAT tummy and yeah she looks a little weird.

& another very skinny woman pregnant. i was thinking how can she actually carry on with that fetus in her. she looked rather weak to be pregnant. it's like, toothpick and a fish ball by the side if you looked at her from the side.

really, very scary.

reminds me so much of Bella in Breaking Dawn now.

but it's true how Chriselle said to embrace your own body. at the same time, it's definitely not easy.

also, i've not forgotten. height is one important factor too!

Note: I am not dead, still alive.

Hey guys - whoever still reading my blog.

I am NOT dead. Still alive.

My finals is coming and I promise, I will come back with even MORE posts after that.

Wish me luck, I hope I won't fail this semester.

P/S: After this semester, &if I pass, I'll be a 2nd year student. Teehee!

[Leukemia]

This girl here, Qing, looks really cute right?

She looks adorable, like any other kids, right?

Do you know what she's suffering from? Obviously no.

If you're wondering who is she to me, she's my niece. She's turning 3 next month, and these few days, I got to know that she's suffering from leukemia.

I wonder how this can happen to kids. They are innocent. She's not even 3 on this ground. How can she get it?

I don't understand.

Please people, do pray for this little girl. She refuse to take any injections, or any blood tests anymore. She clings on to her mum and dad tightly whenever she sees the doctor and the nurse come together to her to take her blood to test. She's too young, how can she handle all those needles going through her skin?

She has been crying because of pain. &Due to her limited vocabulary, she cannot describe her pain, and everyone around her can ONLY cry.

Her report on which stage she's in will be out next Wednesday. And..

She's starting chemotherapy next Thursday. &it's definitely gonna be hard for her.

I hope she'll be fine.

NOTE: Hiatus.

Hey guys,


I'm sorry for being away, but I promise, I'll be right back!


Now I'm having my class test, so I can't put up any posts yet.


Wait for me alright! (:


Lots of love,
me.

Q: which one should I buy?

Hi everyone! I shall start posting other type of posts like this for some reason.

Anyway! I saw this maxi tube dress in Miss Selfridge and I'm very tempted to buy it. It's around RM146 but since I got the member card, it'll be around RM131.60 after 10% discount.

So, I am really torn in between buying this dress or..

Contact lenses.

The contact lenses are around RM110 for 3 pairs (usual price: RM55/pair). and among all the colors they have, I plan to get..

Baby aqua, warm hazel, misty gray/romantic violet.

So how? I am really torn between these 2. Contacts.. I still have Geo lens, and another new pair of brown lenses.

Anyway! I'll appreciate it if you guys can help me choose and comment your opinion.

Thanks guys! <3

UPDATE:

I bought other things instead.

anyhow, instead of spending RM131 on the Miss Selfridge dress which was too plain or RM110 on 3 pairs of contact lenses when I still have them, I spent around RM185 on other clothes and a pair of shoes.

Teeheeeee :D

I'm a happy kid.