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Holidays!

So..

I'm finally done with exams. with hope that I will pass.

Many upcoming plans! (:

Not exactly but yeah, to earn some cash. To gain more experience by working in the pharmacy.

& learn more stuffs - craft (polymer clay), nail art, dance ; hopefully! (:

May I pass my papers, so I don't need to feel like shit.

May the force be with me.

saeng il! :3

it was my birthday an hour plus ago.

just thought i should leave a 'memory' in my immortal diary since maybe i would wanna know what happened today 10 yrs later.

had calls & some whatsapp messages from 12am, to which made me kinda smile as those people who called me were important people in my life <3 woeiyee, carlmann & ida lai :D

woeiyee called me at 12am despite the fact that she was halfway studying, & carlmann called me when she seldom calls me but she called me on MY BIRTHDAY :'3 & ida is all the way in Melbourne, &is a few hours ahead, & she called me! :D

had some relatives over so we chatted till wee hrs and yeahh, that's how i concluded my early morning - with a sleep.

woke up to my boyfriend by my side & his warmth <3 then we left for lunch in Nando's, Pavilion with my mum & my abang, Shaz'ie :D i love bringing my mum to try NEW food so i will normally bring her to places my dad wouldn't want to bring her to.

went there for lunch & some shopping & then that's about it.

then, hehe, it's time to collect my cake from Baskin Robins in Sunway. oh the journey T_T freaking sad. i don't like car rides if you know me personally. but yeah, it's 'kay, i went there. & ciao'ed right after i collected the cake :D

(i know, you're expecting for some pictures right? :D ahh, i will try to add them on soon, but if you think it's a little too dry & prefer pictures instead, follow me on instagram :))

man, it was a freezing experience in my car from Sunway to my house. 'cause it's an ice cream cake, & Kevin & I didn't want it to melt so fast so we blast the air cond to the minimum and we froze ._." for the sake of the cake. #thingsmyboyfrienddo & he is in fact more afraid of being cold.

& the cake is definitely not cheap ._. like what, RM150+ for 9inch? it's very big, & even 12 people eating can't finish it ._. so in the end we left the cake out & ate the ice cream ._. once it's thawed, you can't refreeze it back.

anyway to anyone of you who wants a Baskin Robins ice cream cake for your birthday, do keep in mind that they need at least 3 days to 'custom make' your own cake design. since my boyfriend didn't want to order earlier, we ended up taking what's left in the freezer instead :( so, yeah. i wanted a rainbow design instead of pre-made but.. it was too late :( i was feeling so upset that i had to take a design i didn't really like because i really wanted strawberry ice cream + vanilla cake.

i made him upset as well because he is already spending a lot on my mini cake & i am feeling upset. but he told me to be grateful as even he himself doesn't even get an ice cream cake but i am getting it now, #thingsmyboyfrienddo . i am happy to have him as my boyfriend because he tells me things straight to my face that is not right. & i am not ashamed to state my flaws here because this is how i am. i can be quite demanding & greedy. i admit that.

i don't know it's me or what, i really think that i am blessed with an awesome daddy & boyfriend. they both spoil me to the max. :) it is bad, but i feel rather grateful deep inside, seriously. i may not show it, but i really love them both <3

anyway back to my day :D

as i was saying that i was feeling upset i couldn't get my cake design customized to whatever design i wanted, i just kept quiet and stick to the ugly design i Kevin booked & paid. then today, when i went to the freezer to look at other cakes, i found a NICER ONE!! i quickly told Kevin i like the other one instead & asked if i could change #greedy . he said okay & he immediately asked the guy if we could change the cake. YAY, the guy said yes so Kevin told him that we'll take this 'NICER' cake! :3

he paid the balance & there we go, we quickly rushed home because there's a karaoke dinner with my uncle, aunty, & my cousins <3 (i wished it was my whole family but well, work commitments.)

so yeah, after doing the whatnot, we went to Neway Puchong to meet up with them :D

we had dinner, we sang, we danced. from the latest hitz to the classics. we enjoyed so much. i never had this kind of entertainment with my family before. 'cause normally when we go to karaoke, my dad will usually hug the microphone & no latest hitz will be played ._.

so yes i am really grateful for today :)

i had so many wonderful people with me today, & nothing else matters.

thank you so much!

thank you so much to those who wished me via facebook wall posts, messages, whatsapp, texts, & calls <3

(I DIDN'T STUDY TODAY TOO WTF)

on a very very very sad note, my Drug & Disease 1 class test is on Tuesday ._. & Biopharmacy 3 class test is on Friday. yes, 2 class tests in the same week. & to make things worst, I haven't started anything on Biopharmacy 3. can my life be any worst ._.

le sigh.

#lifeofastudent

June

so.. it's June now?

can time pass any faster?!

when time passes fast, it means exams are nearing and can i highlight that i am not ready!? oh gosh. oh dear.

now i am panicking as usual and i don't know what else to do besides panicking. it's too scary and my heart is that weak to accept the fact that exams are nearing.

i'm only at page 17 when there's another 43+ pages to tackle. or more.

& it's the time where all assignments are to be handed in, and class tests coming one after another...not forgetting finals in July.

i should start counting down till the finals now..

i don't think there's a brighter side in this month. i suddenly feel unwanted wtf. so i guess i don't think there's any surprises this year, or any celebrations so.. i shall let it be because i won't be feeling any happier as exams and etc are around the corner. let alone next year's 21st birthday. before i could celebrate my birthday, i'll be leaving, if all goes well.

why is my life this risky?!

#failforever

I did say i wanna blog almost everyday but oh well. Plan failed.

why?

1. lazy
2. busy - i also don't know what i'm busy of

anyway, on a happier note, i am going to Singapore this weekend & yes i am super excited for no reason. it's not like i've not been there. it's been 7 months since i stepped into Singapore. kinda miss it but i don't miss the exchange rate.

& yes i am gonna buy Liese hair products in Singapore :) since it has hair spray & stuff already so i can't wait to get them! :p

Malaysia don't even have heat protector spray for hair straightener & curler thingy. it's something like you protect your hair from getting damaged from the heat & stuff.

i got it last year, & just used it 2 weeks ago for the very first time :)

very very pleasant smell. & my next cue is the hair spray! :) hope it'll not smell like crap :/ crap - strong smell. i guess it'll have a pleasant smell as well.

& on a very bad note, exams are in exactly 2 months' time & i haven't even started anything. i should but i am too lazy so.. i don't know! i should start studying now, i know.

soon. when i am back from Singapore.

hope i will get to go to Universal Studios again! <3

& eat my laksa in Toast Box. heavenly.

#healthpromotion #lifeasastudent

So, the question I got was something like micro & macro functions of a pharmacist in public health. Okay. I'm so lost can?!? & I don't think I can get anything done by tomorrow morning. So screwed yet so relaxed.

I really don't know how to get started, because the deadline seems so faraway but I know it'll be tomorrow in a blink of an eye. I should start..I think?

& also I got extemporaneous laboratory session tomorrow too. I hope I won't have to get near to any ichthammol substances anymore. It stinks like crap, like tar? I can't take it anymore seriously.

Anyhow on a lighter note, you looking big doesn't necessarily mean you're fat :)

I used to think I was overweight with fats & only fats. & no muscles. Turns out I'm wrong because I'm overweight muscular.

What's overweight muscular? Isn't that overweight already? Lol hello it's not :) It means I am muscular in a sense where I've high mass of muscles in my body. I least expected that because I don't do exercise.

I guess I gained all that from ballet. Explaining to my friends will only get us to argue so, yes to you guys who might be less judgmental :) Yes I'm not that normal skinny/slim girl walking by the streets. I've big bones, & I don't have a small bust either. & I'm not tall either. I don't stand taller than 5 feet.

I'm wondering how to break my muscle cells to fats, & then I can lose them all. Tough aye. I don't wanna do treadmill anymore because it'll cause my thighs to be even bigger than it already is. I want it to be smaller. No don't tell me to run because I've enough muscles in my thighs. Ahhh any exercise to make my thighs smaller?

Please leave a comment :p

a not so good day

skipped classes because i slept at 5am this morning, & i couldn't wake up by 10.30am. went for lunch with my dad, niece & her mum.

after all that, i went for class. more like lab practical - week 2 (calculations, dosage checking & liquids). while walking to the lift passing by the guard, i had to search for my ID or else i will not be allowed to enter or go through hassle to write down my name, etc. so yes i dag it and found it & flew all the way to the lift since i was kinda late already. the guard yelled from the other corner calling me but i went up anyway thinking he didn't see my id.

so upon reaching the lab.. i didn't even know i had to print out the questions from the e-learning website so i went there empty handed. so, i borrowed my friend's paper to photostat. whether i did it myself or not, it didn't matter i guess, since i was running out of time!

went to the locker to get some money...MY PURSE IS NOT THERE OMG. i almost cried because all my cards, I/C, driving license, etc, they are ALL THERE. i cannot afford to lose it. i kept on calling to check if my purse is in the car because i didn't drive today. called, & my dad said no.

anyhow i needed the money to photostat so i had to ask my friend to spare me 40 cents. yes that is how sad i looked like ._.

& somehow i remembered that it could be downstairs because why would the guard yelled? i just went downstairs although i knew i was very very late already.

went down to LG, and the guard magically asked me, "your wallet? i handed it to SB already, so you can go check it there yourself."

feeling relieved, i ran downstairs anyway. it's not the money that matters, it's all the things i have inside. i don't want to go to JPJ to report lost for my driving license & wait to get a new one, JPN to re-do my I/C & still have hours to wait, call 4-5 banks to report my cards are lost & go through a freaking long way to get back new cards & all. & thank god i didn't have much in there as well.

moral of the story: never ever be so careless & blur. & never think that the guard is calling you for nothing.

but when you're careless, you're careless. sometimes you cannot control :/ but you can try to be less careless, i think.

first 3 days working in a pharmacy

oooh yes!! yesterday marked my third day working in a pharmacy. not hospital pharmacy but a retail pharmacy.

there are differences although they are both.. pharmacies.

hospital pharmacy is more towards medications while retail pharmacy is more towards everything! :)

the feeling of working in a pharmacy is so much better than any other retail stores -_- i never knew i won't feel like crap.

getting paid as well, although i thought i was not gonna get paid. not too good but a basic part time pay.

in other branches, they are only giving me RM3.50/hour but in this branch (as what the branch manager said, this branch is having top 3 sales among other branches hence we got more work to do thus we got slightly higher pay as well) RM5/hour.

even anyone's basic salary here is higher. not bad eh?

what i've been doing:

1. stock up medications, etc
zomg 1st day was shitty because i don't know which medicine puts where & where. and also when people asked me for polytar (some anti-dandruff thing) i don't even know what's that! when i told the pharmacist i don't know what's that, she told me to learn the whole placing of the pharmacy is knowing medications alone won't help! then she asked me some basic question, "what's O.R.S.?" and i can't even answer because i don't know -_-;

2. talking
making new friends :) there's 3 other trainees as well - 1 part-time (from some local university), 1 student going into nottingham for pharmacy, 1 student planning to go to imu for nutrition. not bad eh? ;p

3. correcting product codes & prices
T_T people tagged the items (5-6 boxes of some medicine) wrongly of their product codes & prices then i gotta change it back to the correct one by re-writing :( not only once, a few times already. after re-writing my wrong coded products that i tagged on the first day, i've been trying to be very careful not to make any mistake because i hate using pen and correct the codes by cancelling it and re-write the new one, same goes to the prices on their price tags.

4. arranging medications in its cupboards
can you believe it i took 1 hour to re-arrange the things in 1 cupboard? its not even as big as a wardrobe but i took 1 hour! -_- even for syrups when they have the least items. ahh i feel so slow. but doing this helped me to know more of the medications although i don't know what is it for. most of the syrups are safe for children :)

5. price tagging
whoa my favorite. although it's not in my profession. all i need to do is to tag all the new stocked items that arrives.

6. cry on ibt days (ibt = stocking up days)
they stock thrice a week, and i thought it's once a week. i wanna cry! :( cause when they come, we gotta finish the work asap because 2 days later, new stocks will come zomg. or else you'll stack up all the stocks & you'll cry.


yep that's practically all.

i really enjoy it.

now i'm thinking of working once a week in the future once uni starts because it's really fun -_- now i'm scared if i'll get bored :(

oh sorry no pictures :D

i miss blogging!

i really miss blogging so so so much!

but i tend to get really personal & all emotional every time i blog about something & i always offend people with my thoughts.

that's why i kinda stopped.

but blogging is the only way i can release! :/

so yeah, i shall try blogging again :D

stay tuned! :)

p/s exams just ended so i'm damn happy & damn free but damn scared as well! =/

gonna start doing my placement in a pharmacy & i am not looking for it.. because i wanna sleep this whole month! i hope that my unhappy cny paid for me to pass :/ unhappy because i didn't really get to enjoy, and i didn't get to jump around like a happy child :(

sooooo, i shall enjoy my life to the maximum before my results come out :) life's at stake now!

okok, not so kua zhang. just gonna relax and stuff before results out :)

of exam & life

Hello world.

I've not been blogging.

Probably because I don't know what to blog about & whatever my thoughts are, it seems to offend people so badly for some reason =/

So yeah anyhow, exams are coming up & I am so not ready. Scary but.. I got no other choice!

I shall wish myself luck so I will pass.

online blogshop & dreams

i don't know whether it's me or what, but i definitely learnt a lot from opening an online blogshop.

i met a lot of people, from responsible ones to irresponsible. some of them are very efficient when it comes to replying emails. it's very annoying that when you send a million emails but they stopped replying. they leave you hanging, & you can't help it but you will definitely feel like chopping them into 10 million pieces.

okay, maybe i am exaggerating. but really, i wonder what's so difficult about replying an email stating whether you still want it or not? why wanna waste time when you definitely know you're not getting it from me? & why bother placing an order or say, "okay yes i wanna get that" when you know you'll back out? even if you wanna back out, you could have at least told me.

i don't think they will ever know how a seller would feel when people doesn't reply. the most epic one is when someone leaves you hanging about a skirt with no replies, someone else inquires about it. you have no idea whether buyer A will definitely buy it and somehow, maybe you'll tell buyer B that it's sold or leave buyer B hanging as well.

no one likes that feeling.

having an online business is definitely not easy. i used to think it'll be okay, and i'll let it be as it is and customers will come. little did i know it doesn't work that way! my first customer came after 2-3 weeks? i remember i was very, very excited upon receiving an 'order' email. although it was a very small transaction, i was still very happy for myself.

what's painful of having an online blogshop is that i had to pay for advertisements, and i had to stare at the computer everyday or else there will be no visitors to the blogshop and when there is not visitors, no customers. it doesn't just expand like that. checking emails is also important.

getting reviews from blogshop reviewers are also important! in fact they are very important. as for now, i've gotten a few reviews, and yes again, the first time when i got a review in september, i was very happy as well. although it wasn't a review by a famous reviewer, i was still happy. a review is still a review. it's better than nothing.

initially i wanted to model for the clothes but i know, i don't have either the height or the body so no point modeling them. plus if i want a model to model them, it'll be extra work =/ i really cannot handle anymore work. i know, it's better if i take my own work to display instead of the website's, but i really cannot as woeiyee might not have the time to help me out in the future as well.

a lot of hard work had been put into this blogshop, and i definitely want to expand it. for now, i'm getting the stocks from the suppliers. next time, i want to be a wholesaler as well and a retailer. not forgetting opening a F&B shop and also pharmacy.

now i have to juggle between business and studies. so i've decided to study in starbucks everyday (until i collect my 2012 planner) at least for a chapter or two, then at night, i'll advertise and try to get more customers. i know this is unnecessary but it's just a self note.

i am lucky to have friends who support me in this, and each of them have bought quite a few pieces from me. it's not that i don't have customers, but they are coming in slowly. some of them comes back, but very few.

it's almost 4 months since i opened this blogshop, and the first 2 months were the worst times ever. at least for now, i have a few customers a week. maybe 2-3? at that time, it's either 1, or none. having 2-3 customers a week is definitely better than having none. it's rather demotivating and i shall stick to Kevin's advice, my hard work will pay off. i just don't know when. i could see it coming but it's slow.

i am also trying to widen my range of items to be sold in my blogshop as well.

i opened this blogshop selling preloved & preowned stuffs, and now it has changed into a retail blogshop. it really took me a lot of courage to open this because i never dared to open one because of financial issues and what can i sell online? somehow it came to me that i can sell my things :) a lot of my things has changed owner, and i hope they are happy with their new owner.

i have so many dreams in life, and i don't know which to achieve first. i also have a lot of things to do! i have set my 2012 resolutions, although it's 2 weeks away.

1) try to study as much as i can, and not feel that i will fail for my finals every time when a semester ends
2) get at least 60% for all modules so i don't need to worry if my CMA doesn't achieve what Strathclyde requires a student to achieve to graduate with a MPharm degree
3) attend classes! this is so so so important that i must do this, because i skipped 80% of the lectures this year, except for this semester, so i hope that i will get 50% easily this semester as well. i still skip but not as much as the previous semester
4) be a commercial model (note: not runway!)
5) earn enough profits for self satisfaction (as much as i can afford a Louis Vuitton or a Coach bag) in a month, so i can pay for my gym fees :)
6) lose more weight, and try to cut down on food intake. ever since i lose some weight last year, i maintained that weight and never lose anymore. even my cousin is thinner than me who used to be fatter than me. i feel so lousy.

business and pharmacy are a world apart and i wonder how i could keep this up. thank God for Kevin, since he's a business student, he's actually my business adviser and also my office boy to post my things. oh yes not forgetting he's also my camera man :)

& no, i am not complaining. it's just a self reflection post that i don't want to ever forget about opening an online blogshop.

Click >HERE< to enter!

i think i should start blogging again :) sharing is so fun! although too many words.

just a few words

To my one and only beloved Cookie,

I am sorry I couldn't protect you, and you were left with no choice.

It's my fault. Always.

I just want you to know, I love you forever.

{a thought}

I've decided, I will blog about everything in this blog =)

I shall be a selfish bitch again!

So hang onnnnn.

{thinking}

It's not wrong to think right?

For now, I think of putting both reviews and personal blog together.

Whatcha think?

I'm too lazy to open blog by blog and then I'll let them rot by a corner.

For now, I'm concentrating on my preloved blogshop, because I'm trying to clear things off and well, make money.

Also, now I just brought in pre-orders.

The dresses are so pretty! How can you NOT like it!?

A really pretty bold striped bodycon dress (RM25). For either normal outing or event,

to formal dress for dinners (RM33)!

Not to forget, casual dresses as well (RM30)!

&they are no more than RM40, and they are as low as RM25!

So for now, my plan is, to open issue by issue, and once everything is up, everything will be updated. Some stocks might be unavailable by that time, but no harm checking aye? (:

The most bottom picture will be the latest (:




If you like, you may visit http://spend-it-cheap.blogspot.com

Also for now, I'm trying to get that cert for business or something. Hmmmm.

[Leukemia]


This girl here, Qing, looks really cute right?

She looks adorable, like any other kids, right?

Do you know what she's suffering from? Obviously no.

If you're wondering who is she to me, she's my niece. She's turning 3 next month, and these few days, I got to know that she's suffering from leukemia.

I wonder how this can happen to kids. They are innocent. She's not even 3 on this ground. How can she get it?

I don't understand.

Please people, do pray for this little girl. She refuse to take any injections, or any blood tests anymore. She clings on to her mum and dad tightly whenever she sees the doctor and the nurse come together to her to take her blood to test. She's too young, how can she handle all those needles going through her skin?

She has been crying because of pain. &Due to her limited vocabulary, she cannot describe her pain, and everyone around her can ONLY cry.

Her report on which stage she's in will be out next Wednesday. And..

She's starting chemotherapy next Thursday. &it's definitely gonna be hard for her.

I hope she'll be fine.

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